Its 9 + in the morning... feels damn weird but I think its coming back. Yea. I was explaining to weilong yesterday about this Passion that is coming back to me. Is it ORD? I don't know but here is what I was talking about.
Remember There was this time in my JC2 when I was feeling at my top. I had physical fitness. I had the determination to work hard. I was responsible. I remembered I did the job of almost all the reps.
Helping Prithip collect physics notes, Tying down things and collecting Chemistry stuff. ( I forgot who was the chem rep lol but evidently I am doing a lot more than him/her. ) I didn't help out with the Maths rep much cause she was doing fine but i remember I did too. Even had to help the treasurer collect money from people who don't pay. ( For some reason.. once i go over.. They just pay haha~! Am i that scary? =p ) And of course... My own responsibility as an IT rep, I did it till there was no complains from any teacher. =)
That was the class part. Physical Fitness wise... I had 29 points for my NAPFA trial test.. Which i was like wtfooo. So being at that form. I trained like crazy the the next few months for that pathetic 1 point i missed for Stand board jump. 3 months later i jumped. Yes i hit 30 points. Yup.. The only guy in the class who got full marks. =).
Studying wise... I end up studying like crazy too. Although i still go on msn all night. I was doing work and msning. So end up for the common test 1 in JC2 I topped every subject in class.. Probably except GP. which i improved like mad also.
Yea. That was the passion and fire that drove me. I didn't know where it came from. I am guessing it comes from the thot of Freedom( Geminis loves freedom hehe. ). Now I'm feeling it again. Feeling the energy in my body~ The restlessness. Its all slowly but definitely coming back... This time.. Nothing will slow me down, yes even that! I can't be slowed already. I have to finish this last lap. My uni .. I must own it... Otherwise its over.
I am still figuring out what is driving me. But I think i roughly get it haha. My friends! Haha~! Yay~~~ yes you~! haha. Also part of the reason why i am training so hard =X! So looking forward to the days ahead now. Heh =).
Oh oh. I am having fun everyday now. No more boring weekdays =p!
爱死你了! HaHaHa! You're the best! =X!
----- The Happy and Determined ----- Maddy
MADDY . 9:23 AM.