A Vow That I Will See Through.
A Promise That Has Been Made.
I Still Look Upon The Day It Will Come True.
Till Then And After That. . . I Shall Be Putting Everything Into This.
May I Succeed.
Don't Miss Me Guys. (:
I Wished... That Someone Would Be Able to Spur Me On. But... Nvm! (:
----- Simply Heart Over Mind ----- Maddy
MADDY . 8:10 PM.
Does Hard Work Really Pay Off In The End?
I Dunno. Seems to me that sometimes it does. Sometimes it doesn't. Guess Working Smart is the Way to go. (:
Should I Just Say What I Want To Say? I Dunno. sometimes I Should. Sometimes I Shouldn't. Whatever. See For Myself.
还是有一点心痛,不过我会勇敢地面对。我相信总有一天我会成功的。
----- All Out With No Reserves ----- Maddy
MADDY . 12:14 AM.
1 Week!! Just 1 Week!! What should I Do?!
This Time I Really Dunno What To Do. Someone Please Enlighten Me!
I thot this will never happen to me when it did to my friends. But it really came! Omgggg.
Worried Worried Worried haha. Can I Can I Can I? I dunno!! xD
I only know. I was Happy Beyond words at 2:33 am this morning. Omggggg. =D
<3!><"! But da Noob Will Do hissss BEST. (:
Silently... wishing that it will go on well... and forever... (:
----- Wishes! Hopes! Miracles! ----- Maddy
MADDY . 3:32 PM.
Yesterday... I went to the beach with someone at NIGHT, a wish or dream that I have always wanted since I was a child...
Its like a dream come true... you always see it on TVs/Dramas. they always seemed so nice. Like a fairy tale when you know you r in reality. Like a romantic journey that leads to happily ever after. But we all know its not true. But i did get indulged in that thot before. (: Silly me.
It didn't happen with anyone before. It was the first time. It felt good. I was happy, at the same time I was feeling down. Some people might know why, some poeple don't. It doesn't Matter.
The skies at night are beautiful. I wasn't expecting the stars, but they came out anyway. Smiling brightly at me, shining with innocence. I had a problem, but no longer anymore.
I wished for a miracle, but it didn't come true. No shooting stars for me perharps? Haha. I said a lot of things, things that I should say, things that I shouldn't say. Listen. Listen attentively. She did. I did.
I hope the next time I go, it will be with whom i really love ( and loves me of course ). Thankz for the memories. (:
Jing Ru, I want to tell you that even though I did the supposedly "wrong" thing that time. I didn't regret anything that I did really. =)
I love my friends (: .
----- Old me Dead & Gone ----- Maddy
MADDY . 10:01 AM.
Eh Ma de LOL. Too long Never Update riao. xD.
I ENTERED JCU. =X. Lessons Are... Fun. o.O. I enjoyed them. People Are... Friendly... Hmm Hmm... No Pretty Girls For me to see sadly. But there r quite some Handsome Guys there o.O! HaH! Girls Need Help Can always ask me! =D.
Well... For some Reasons or another... I seemed to be quite popular in my school. =X. Well... Maybe its just my personality. Or its just Me? Haha. But its all cool. =D.
Joined Basketball ! GOD DAMN IT . Its COOL. =D. The coach seems to emphasize a lot on basics. Alright. Way to go! I love basics! haha!
Hmm... Lately.. I have been talking to anyone anywhere anytime. Like as if I know all of them. So Weird. But its all Cool. LOL. ( sounds like i over used that word cool )
Hmm.. Hmm... I feel so unmotivated to study. Maybe i shud just lock my com Up. =D. Weeee I Love Distinctions LOL! ( alright its damn ex. I need to get my grades... )
I wished someone would encourage me to study. HaHa! Feels so Selfish =D. Keep pushing and spurring me on xD! But oh well i think i only have myself, my Computer, and my mahjong tiles. HAHAHA! =X
Oh Oh To my New Friends! Hello! ( Altho none of them have my blog link LOL ) I shall make More and more new friends =X. But sadly none of them.. Loves to play... no wait.. Its none of them r outgoing enuff to try new things. Yawnz.. Seems like all like to mug. Seems like i wun clique very well with them afterall!
I WANT SOMEONE WHO CAN ULTI ME! WAHAHAHAA!
CRAP. I'm so bored. Eeeyeerrr.. My B³ de people de bday ALL coming. Dunno How. After a 4 months break without bdays. I end up being more broke than i was. o.O
Think... thats about it bah. ><". I wished... I wish... I wishhh... but its all Just a lovely Dream. (: WAKE UP ANDY!
----- Unmotivated, Unloved, Unentertained ----- Maddy
MADDY . 12:06 AM.