Tuesday, July 28, 2009
I Feel So Lonely.
----- Dead And Gone ----- Maddy
----- Dead And Gone ----- Maddy
MADDY . 7:34 AM.
Monday, July 27, 2009
I'm So Bored...
Control . . . .
Days feel like eternity...
Relax. . .
Feel so tired...
Sleep. . .
Maybe I should...
Nawh. . .
Who Understands..?
You. . ?
Doing...
Slowly. . .
----- Phasing Out ----- Maddy
Control . . . .
Days feel like eternity...
Relax. . .
Feel so tired...
Sleep. . .
Maybe I should...
Nawh. . .
Who Understands..?
You. . ?
Doing...
Slowly. . .
----- Phasing Out ----- Maddy
MADDY . 8:12 PM.
Not to be Too C_____
Drop the idea. xD!
Dun be too S____
Er. . . . LOL! Waht's the next?!?
Oh oh. A____ things as it is.
Stop AFM ^^.
5 Things to remember. Feel in the blanks Hahaha! Yea "Feel" the words in the blanks.
----- Determined To Change ----- Maddy
Drop the idea. xD!
Dun be too S____
Er. . . . LOL! Waht's the next?!?
Oh oh. A____ things as it is.
Stop AFM ^^.
5 Things to remember. Feel in the blanks Hahaha! Yea "Feel" the words in the blanks.
----- Determined To Change ----- Maddy
MADDY . 12:02 AM.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Bite Your Tongue And Swallow It You Idiot!
You Are Not Going To Say Another Word About This You Understand?!
Just Get Your Ass Going And Keep Working On it!
You Have To Accept!
No Excuses. NO MORE.
----- DO IT! ----- Maddy
You Are Not Going To Say Another Word About This You Understand?!
Just Get Your Ass Going And Keep Working On it!
You Have To Accept!
No Excuses. NO MORE.
----- DO IT! ----- Maddy
MADDY . 7:58 PM.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Looks Like Its gonna be this way. Hee.. Slowly but starting to accept things already(: Hopefully Things are going good for you too.
Looks like my brother ALSO has something happening for him. Is this for real? I dunno. But anywayz.. All da best to you brother. LOLL. Rmb. You owe me 1 again! ( Ta ma de... I machiam 桃花爷 )
Things are starting to get busy I guess.. I got to get back my momentum to study again.. Hopefully my headache dun come again :/. Has been coming quite often these days.. making me unable to concentrate =.=!
Also got to get back my training momentum too. 3 months... Sentosa Here I come! HAHA. ( hopefully ). Well. . . Somehow i really need some motivation in that =xx! okok I will work for it! xD.
Looks like my brother ALSO has something happening for him. Is this for real? I dunno. But anywayz.. All da best to you brother. LOLL. Rmb. You owe me 1 again! ( Ta ma de... I machiam 桃花爷 )
Things are starting to get busy I guess.. I got to get back my momentum to study again.. Hopefully my headache dun come again :/. Has been coming quite often these days.. making me unable to concentrate =.=!
Also got to get back my training momentum too. 3 months... Sentosa Here I come! HAHA. ( hopefully ). Well. . . Somehow i really need some motivation in that =xx! okok I will work for it! xD.
Thankz for taking in all my nonsense and demands Honey. You are the best.
Loves
MADDY . 11:16 PM.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Feels utterly bad and sorry.
I have to start learning to accept and not change people I guess. . .
Silently makes a note to start accepting.
I guess. . . I ain't as good as I thought I am?
I HAVE TO CHANGE! A GREAT DEAL! AND I WILL!
No more Andy.. No more . . . You are responsible for all of your actions. You Know It And You didn't Care About It. You Only cared For Yourself. You are Selfish! Start now... Dun disappoint again . . .
----- Remorse, Gratitude ----- Maddy
I have to start learning to accept and not change people I guess. . .
Silently makes a note to start accepting.
I guess. . . I ain't as good as I thought I am?
I HAVE TO CHANGE! A GREAT DEAL! AND I WILL!
No more Andy.. No more . . . You are responsible for all of your actions. You Know It And You didn't Care About It. You Only cared For Yourself. You are Selfish! Start now... Dun disappoint again . . .
----- Remorse, Gratitude ----- Maddy
MADDY . 11:57 AM.
Friday, July 10, 2009
I guess . . . Somehow when you feel like you needed the most support, you seemed unreasonable. . .
I feel like some lone ranger... Left alone . .
How does it feel when you actually want to say something.. And people you talked to only talked about their own stuff. Do their own things. Or totally dun reply at all. And you probably got to entertain them anyway, ignoring the fact that you do want to say something.
Maybe its just me.. I want too much attention from everyone. And when people gave them to me... I figured i dun really need it, thus unappreciated. ( Very Sorry About That My Friends ) When I finally need it, Somehow.. I just dun seemed to get it.
I only wanted to tell someone how much I missed my baobei. But I guess... No one is interested Anyway.
I really miss you a lot my honey. Wishing for the whole time since I got home that you would just appear in front of me. But . . I guess.
The old saying goes : Don't Think Too Much. (:
----- Wishful. Hopeful ----- Maddy
I feel like some lone ranger... Left alone . .
How does it feel when you actually want to say something.. And people you talked to only talked about their own stuff. Do their own things. Or totally dun reply at all. And you probably got to entertain them anyway, ignoring the fact that you do want to say something.
Maybe its just me.. I want too much attention from everyone. And when people gave them to me... I figured i dun really need it, thus unappreciated. ( Very Sorry About That My Friends ) When I finally need it, Somehow.. I just dun seemed to get it.
I only wanted to tell someone how much I missed my baobei. But I guess... No one is interested Anyway.
I really miss you a lot my honey. Wishing for the whole time since I got home that you would just appear in front of me. But . . I guess.
The old saying goes : Don't Think Too Much. (:
----- Wishful. Hopeful ----- Maddy
MADDY . 10:01 PM.