Sunday, October 25, 2009
So... It ended like this...
As today ends... I feel no disappointment though. The heart dwells but I know. . . That you no longer choose me.
In The End. You actually faced me. Thank you. Maybe it might be a small thing to you, but this little action made me respect you.
We are now on our own. Growing to be better each day. And I hope one day we will meet, different but better and more improved.
Until I am ready. I will be gone from your life. It is my way to show my respect to you and a dedication on my part to start on a new journey. Hope you will understand. I hope this journey will lead me to new heights.
I will love my life. You should love yours too.
----- I Love You ----- Maddy
As today ends... I feel no disappointment though. The heart dwells but I know. . . That you no longer choose me.
In The End. You actually faced me. Thank you. Maybe it might be a small thing to you, but this little action made me respect you.
We are now on our own. Growing to be better each day. And I hope one day we will meet, different but better and more improved.
Until I am ready. I will be gone from your life. It is my way to show my respect to you and a dedication on my part to start on a new journey. Hope you will understand. I hope this journey will lead me to new heights.
I will love my life. You should love yours too.
----- I Love You ----- Maddy
MADDY . 11:57 PM.
The courage to face a problem and not back down.
Whatever the outcome might be. I hope to be able to respect you.
----- Merry Christmas, Mr Lawrence ----- Maddy
Whatever the outcome might be. I hope to be able to respect you.
----- Merry Christmas, Mr Lawrence ----- Maddy
MADDY . 12:24 PM.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Everyone started school ady.. Except me. Hahaha. Well.. Msn just got really really empty. Hahaha, guess I can't help it either.
Invitations to club seems to increase... Ever Since that Saturday.. Have been itching to go again. Haha. Thankz Wee Yang. You made me love something I used to hate. LOL!! But on 2nd thought... I gave up all of it due to my finance situation. (:
School is starting in a few days time.. But I don't even feel like studying at all. I wanna work. I wanna be independent. I want to take risks. I wanna start a business. Studying just doesn't cut it. I think I will keep my decision from my parents. (: Until I bring home money.. Then I guess they will have nothing to say.
Days fly pass quickly. So Fast that before I actually realised it, 1 more month has already went by me. There is no way to gain back these lost times. The present and the future is all I have to make good use of. There have been regrets. There have been fun times. There have been sad times. There have been tough times. There were also peace times. I was tested again and again and again. Some I passed. Some I failed. But as the days go by, "It" drops slowly... but ever so steadily. Can you understand? (:
The past No longer matters to me.. Cause It can never come back. Some people Stick to the past.. Some people stay in the present. Some people looks forward to the future. Which type are you? You can only choose 1. If you choose to remain in the past.. You can't enjoy the present because your past experiences will limit your present. If you keep looking into the future... you will be unable to live in the present fully while you continue day dreaming. I chose to live in the present, to make use of life to the fullest and give my gifts. I do not want regrets anymore.
I Choose To Believe.
I Do Not Need Anything. I Only Want To Know The Truth In Your Heart. (:
----- Time That Never Returns ----- Maddy
Invitations to club seems to increase... Ever Since that Saturday.. Have been itching to go again. Haha. Thankz Wee Yang. You made me love something I used to hate. LOL!! But on 2nd thought... I gave up all of it due to my finance situation. (:
School is starting in a few days time.. But I don't even feel like studying at all. I wanna work. I wanna be independent. I want to take risks. I wanna start a business. Studying just doesn't cut it. I think I will keep my decision from my parents. (: Until I bring home money.. Then I guess they will have nothing to say.
Days fly pass quickly. So Fast that before I actually realised it, 1 more month has already went by me. There is no way to gain back these lost times. The present and the future is all I have to make good use of. There have been regrets. There have been fun times. There have been sad times. There have been tough times. There were also peace times. I was tested again and again and again. Some I passed. Some I failed. But as the days go by, "It" drops slowly... but ever so steadily. Can you understand? (:
The past No longer matters to me.. Cause It can never come back. Some people Stick to the past.. Some people stay in the present. Some people looks forward to the future. Which type are you? You can only choose 1. If you choose to remain in the past.. You can't enjoy the present because your past experiences will limit your present. If you keep looking into the future... you will be unable to live in the present fully while you continue day dreaming. I chose to live in the present, to make use of life to the fullest and give my gifts. I do not want regrets anymore.
I Choose To Believe.
I Do Not Need Anything. I Only Want To Know The Truth In Your Heart. (:
----- Time That Never Returns ----- Maddy
MADDY . 8:40 AM.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Hmm Have been so busy these days. O.o hardly having a day of rest at home rofl.
Basketball Sessions again. =D. Won the Last Freaking match.. Outta so many times LOLL!! Damn seh. Hahaha. Seriously we lack a direction. Way to Go. Luckily my shooting actually still seemed accurate. Haha =D. Dribbling skills rust till oil also cannot be saved though. Looks like I have some work to do. LOL!
Pump Pump Pump~! Hahaha. Groww Groww! Heavier! Looks like after a day of bb I slimmed down again -_-' Haha. Continue working. xD. Then can go Sentosa ady LOL!
Yoga class was pretty awesome actually. Although half the time I dunno what I was doing. Just stretching the hell out of my muscles LOLL! but it really relaxed me quite a bit. Tension lost ^^
Weilong said he wants to take hip hop classes. =xx LOL. hmm... but dun look like he is going to look for the class. ( seems like i have to look for the class and just ask him to go. ) But sounds cool. Hopefully He sees a joy and meaning in doing this.
Ballroom dancing! =D. Please tell me that you can really learn it this time. LOL!! Then we can go together (: <3!
"Zouk In" by Wee Yang. LOLL. My god, he really puts in effort in this. I hope he succeed man. So looking forward to it this Sat! Gonna have so much fun. People. High For him! He is preparing a routine For ALL OF YOU. HAHAHA. Video cams ready?! Drink Till You Fall. LOL! Dance Till You Drop. Its Free for all. Let go~! Oh oops Don't anyhow Touch! LOL! =xx ( Damn i have to sponsor alcohol too!! Ouch* )
Secretly Secretly Training and Training.. Damn This shit is so hard. LOLL. Please gimme some power to master this... In 3 weeks? HAHAHA! Damnit. This is really so yao xiu! lol!!
Driving lessons suck. LOL. boring. and really seemed useless. Don't feel like giving him anymore $ LOL!
Living The Life That I Wanted. Are you people too?
I Love All Of You. ^^
----- Fun And Laughter ----- Maddy
Basketball Sessions again. =D. Won the Last Freaking match.. Outta so many times LOLL!! Damn seh. Hahaha. Seriously we lack a direction. Way to Go. Luckily my shooting actually still seemed accurate. Haha =D. Dribbling skills rust till oil also cannot be saved though. Looks like I have some work to do. LOL!
Pump Pump Pump~! Hahaha. Groww Groww! Heavier! Looks like after a day of bb I slimmed down again -_-' Haha. Continue working. xD. Then can go Sentosa ady LOL!
Yoga class was pretty awesome actually. Although half the time I dunno what I was doing. Just stretching the hell out of my muscles LOLL! but it really relaxed me quite a bit. Tension lost ^^
Weilong said he wants to take hip hop classes. =xx LOL. hmm... but dun look like he is going to look for the class. ( seems like i have to look for the class and just ask him to go. ) But sounds cool. Hopefully He sees a joy and meaning in doing this.
Ballroom dancing! =D. Please tell me that you can really learn it this time. LOL!! Then we can go together (: <3!
"Zouk In" by Wee Yang. LOLL. My god, he really puts in effort in this. I hope he succeed man. So looking forward to it this Sat! Gonna have so much fun. People. High For him! He is preparing a routine For ALL OF YOU. HAHAHA. Video cams ready?! Drink Till You Fall. LOL! Dance Till You Drop. Its Free for all. Let go~! Oh oops Don't anyhow Touch! LOL! =xx ( Damn i have to sponsor alcohol too!! Ouch* )
Secretly Secretly Training and Training.. Damn This shit is so hard. LOLL. Please gimme some power to master this... In 3 weeks? HAHAHA! Damnit. This is really so yao xiu! lol!!
Driving lessons suck. LOL. boring. and really seemed useless. Don't feel like giving him anymore $ LOL!
Living The Life That I Wanted. Are you people too?
I Love All Of You. ^^
----- Fun And Laughter ----- Maddy
MADDY . 11:38 AM.