Yesterday... I went to the beach with someone at NIGHT, a wish or dream that I have always wanted since I was a child...

Its like a dream come true... you always see it on TVs/Dramas. they always seemed so nice. Like a fairy tale when you know you r in reality. Like a romantic journey that leads to happily ever after. But we all know its not true. But i did get indulged in that thot before. (: Silly me.

It didn't happen with anyone before. It was the first time. It felt good. I was happy, at the same time I was feeling down. Some people might know why, some poeple don't. It doesn't Matter.

The skies at night are beautiful. I wasn't expecting the stars, but they came out anyway. Smiling brightly at me, shining with innocence. I had a problem, but no longer anymore.

I wished for a miracle, but it didn't come true. No shooting stars for me perharps? Haha. I said a lot of things, things that I should say, things that I shouldn't say. Listen. Listen attentively. She did. I did.

I hope the next time I go, it will be with whom i really love ( and loves me of course ). Thankz for the memories. (:

Jing Ru, I want to tell you that even though I did the supposedly "wrong" thing that time. I didn't regret anything that I did really. =)

I love my friends (: .

----- Old me Dead & Gone ----- Maddy