When your mind starts to come up with Limitless opportunities and Ideas..

What do you do with it?

Do you ignore? Or do you think about them? This is a time.. Where my Ideas come so fast and so wide and so much. I get overwhelmed.

It feels like a big change is coming. I think its gonna affect me in a very big way... Working towards this unknown change. I wonder where it will bring me to.

Driving. Yoga. Work. Exercise. Maybe motorbike lisence. I'm Coming For all OF YOU!

HAHAHA!

I DO NOT WANT TO LEAD AN ORDINARY LIFE.

----- Determined and Focused ----- Maddy

After a few days of thinking. . . Yea...

You were exactly right. It was probably the best thing for both of us.

Sorry for not being to see it earlier. (:

Have some quality time to yourself alright? (:

I have started to live my life again. (:

Hope You Enjoy yourself Too. xD.

----- 相通了 ----- Maddy

There were no tears.

Sleep was as usual. Bad.

But what is this feeling That i have inside of me? Numbed and Stoned.

Totally Void. It just feels so weird.

And I Wonder How come I could get back up in a day.

----- Voided ----- Maddy

Dead.

There is nothing left for me to say.

----- Its over ----- Maddy

It was hidden from me all along. . .

I finally understand . . .

Thankz for being honest. That is all I need to know.

----- Broken Down ----- Maddy

Hmm . . . That Thought or explanation didn't come to my mind.

Maybe that was really the case...

How though.. The longing... Its really true.

Sometimes . . . I simply .. . Argh..

Have a Good Rest(: . . .

----- Undescriable ----- Maddy

Times where things go wrong and you can't see what's wrong but you feel it.

Ever had a time where you could feel a big urge for something, someone, some place but you just can't do shit about it? Ever Had a time where you feel Really Really really upset about somethings but still you can't do shit about it? Ever Been in a situation where you are in a complete dilenma, where either options you pick Is wrong? Well . . . It just feels so irritating.

However, when things pass, it will all be better once again. Ignore this feeling, Suppress this urge, Keep yourself occupied. Ignore the problem... Its only temporary. It will go away once you are occupied by random things. Is that the reason why people like to keep themselves busy? Is being busy giving them a purpose in life? Maybe doing things takes our mind of stuff.. but does the problem disappear? Solving problems seemed to be a painful process, especially when we have to face the negative emotions that was felt all over again. It just feels pointless isn't it?

There Are Times When You Are Happy but yet felt that something is missing. There are times where Blessing comes when you dun feel like wanting them. There are times when you are busy when you are needed the most. Is it still wise to keep doing things and keeping ourselves occupied? Is it important to prevent yourself from feeling bored?

Too many questions running in my head. Maybe.. I am just thinking too much. I so much wanted to shut my mind off sometimes... Haven been sleeping well lately.. and I really dunno why. . Am I stressed? No I dun think so.

Trying. . . Trying so hard. . . Contemplating.. Is that going to be fine? I have no idea... I wished. . .
I wished for strength and will.

Slowly . . . Slowly . . . Decreasing . . . Increasing . . .

----- The Unsolved ----- Maddy

Over Indulgence.

Are we taking things for granted? Do we want things that we wished we could have? Should we go for things that we want? Are we trying too much? Is it fate? Or is it what you deserved?

You are Fucking Reminded That Your Life is Not Necessarily Your Own. You are supposed to be socially responsible and kind to beings around you. You better Get This DAMN fact Straight into your head and do what you are supposed to do. You Better Get Your Fucking Fat Ass Moving Before It Gets Whopped And Stop Being a Lazy Bum Like You are Now. You Want What you Want? Then Fucking Go GET It. Stop Freaking Dreaming That It will Happen. Nobody Owns You Anything And You Have Only Your Fucking Self to blame for for ALL the Shit that you Get now. And You Better Be Reminded That This Post Is Here FOR A fuking Reason. Read It, Go and Get It Stick in your GODDAMN HEAD. If you still wanna continue the way you are Atfer Reading This. Go Fuck yourself And die.

You Will Never Be The Same Again. You Promised.

Hope Nobody Misunderstands.. Ask Me If You Wonder Who The Fuck This Person Is.

----- The Awakened, The Dead And The Evil ----- Maddy