Times where things go wrong and you can't see what's wrong but you feel it.

Ever had a time where you could feel a big urge for something, someone, some place but you just can't do shit about it? Ever Had a time where you feel Really Really really upset about somethings but still you can't do shit about it? Ever Been in a situation where you are in a complete dilenma, where either options you pick Is wrong? Well . . . It just feels so irritating.

However, when things pass, it will all be better once again. Ignore this feeling, Suppress this urge, Keep yourself occupied. Ignore the problem... Its only temporary. It will go away once you are occupied by random things. Is that the reason why people like to keep themselves busy? Is being busy giving them a purpose in life? Maybe doing things takes our mind of stuff.. but does the problem disappear? Solving problems seemed to be a painful process, especially when we have to face the negative emotions that was felt all over again. It just feels pointless isn't it?

There Are Times When You Are Happy but yet felt that something is missing. There are times where Blessing comes when you dun feel like wanting them. There are times when you are busy when you are needed the most. Is it still wise to keep doing things and keeping ourselves occupied? Is it important to prevent yourself from feeling bored?

Too many questions running in my head. Maybe.. I am just thinking too much. I so much wanted to shut my mind off sometimes... Haven been sleeping well lately.. and I really dunno why. . Am I stressed? No I dun think so.

Trying. . . Trying so hard. . . Contemplating.. Is that going to be fine? I have no idea... I wished. . .
I wished for strength and will.

Slowly . . . Slowly . . . Decreasing . . . Increasing . . .

----- The Unsolved ----- Maddy