I am self-centred i guess. Selfish beyond hope. I only think about myself. I didn't care about other people's feelings. I only hear my own voice.

Prepared a surprise and then kept them in the evening. Feeling like a foolish guy.

Furiously playing on the keyboard everyday just so that I can make it in time to let you hear Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence during christmas. It was a song that you asked me to learn.. a long time ago.. I didn't forget. It is as tough as hell. That piece took me months to even get the hang of the starting. But I guess.. I would not get to perform that song as well. (:

Was contemplating.. Learning to cook actually.. As in cooking for 2 person sounds so nice.. with a glass of wine (: But I guess i have to learn this too. For myself at least. Hahaha. So sick of eating cup noodles.

Alone... To think of what I have done. Tonight seems like a sleepless night.

----- Maddy -----